Tuesday, December 05, 2006
What the hell.. I got the "BEST" relationship I ever had ah.. He idiotic bastard!!! I wondering all these 1mth 13days.. Is he toying my feelings.. Does he really can give out that easy and carry on his own life?? Am i such a burden to him!!! ASS HOLE jiu shi ASS HOLE lar.. He is just a bloody NOOB!! This is my first time seeing a person like him who noob about relationship till zhe ge di bu sia... He is just too si bai ler bah.. First love like that play around.. WHat the hell.. Can see he's not a good guy at all.. Everyone tend to treat the first love VERI seriously and cherish it. But he didnt.. He choose to ruin it.. Haha.. not my business also lar.. That ass wont ever have a successful relationship with that attitude of handling relationship de.. I know I am not good at it neither.. But at least I know what should I do durin the relationship.. but not him.. I dont even wanna bother him. I think its a best thing of deleting all his msges in my HP.. Delete his contact as well.. and SO i did!!! Throw all the memories of him into recycle bin!!! And.. Delete again from there.. From now on.. I shouldnt b so silly about him. Should look forward and enjoy my life w/o him!!! Isn't it much better to live on.. I have so much things to do about myself. W/o him I thinK it will put down my burden as well. Losing him as a friend... I dont mind.. Coz he's damn LAN lar. The first guy I see is so LAN lar.. BASTARD is all I can call him.. So.. I will end everything with him from now on.. Gonna return the 2 tics of ZOO to him. I am not going to put things with me to let me remind me of him again. Even though 1mth time i will b seeing him everyday in school. But just dont BOTHER lor =) I have my frens around. And I think Loving them makes my life easier. =) Smile LIN!! MOVE ON and STAY FUNKY.. =D


jamiie endedd herr th0tx at || 8:03 PM

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