Wednesday, May 24, 2006
I was being played by this stupid guy in my class.. damn it.. I really regreted going out with him that night.. and some moe was alone with him until 3 in the morning.. what the hell.. I really hope nothing had happened that night.. i should have not left jack n his gf go off alone.. should join them together instead of going mac with that idiotic guy.. things happened so fast.. I thought he's serious with me but i am wrong.. He did not know and understand how I have been through before.. I was hurt once.. and twice.. first gabriel.. then kian.. then now him.. hais.. why cant i jus have a gd relationship? maybe i can have it de.. just that i dont treasure.. hais.. maybe that's y things happened to me now.. people started to hurt me with what i had done.. mayb god want me to suffer coz i never treasure things i have. I really dont know what I should or should not do now.. I shouldn't have feel bad when i started to ignore him.. since he did all this to me.. I should continue and never regret.. losing such a fren isn't that important.. recall that monday night wad he did to me.. I was so disappointed and fear.. I do not expect things to happen like that to me.. AND i think it will never happen again.. I will never trust guys so easily.. and go out with them alone till so late.. NEVER!!!


jamiie endedd herr th0tx at || 4:20 AM

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